Abay | Feb 25, 2020 · Read: 1 min
I Want What I Can’t Have | I will not love you, I will not give a ****. I will not miss you, but, all I do is think of you. Those words that I can’t speak, things that I always keep, secrets hiding in the ocean deep. Only you I wanted to seek.
It started with just one hello, and my heart won’t let you go, the angelic face I see in you, can’t get out of my head with a single blow. Then I heard a sound deep within me, calling your name in a special way, my heart started to race on that day, can’t understand what it wanted to say.
In the midnight hour, I search my heart, three hours later … you’re still on my mind. How can I tell it to you now? Even your shadow I can’t find somehow, I can’t wait the day after tomorrow, to say to you these words: I Love You.
I want you to hear my solemnly vow. Came deep within my heart, so listen carefully now. This is the right time to let you know, words like “I Love You” are purely true.
What is happening to me? It feels as if I’m losing my mind. Do I take this chance at love? Or do I run and hide? You’re in my thoughts day and night. I’m fighting these feelings with every ounce inside. Knowing very well that I have plenty to hide. I want you to look into my eyes. To let you know the truth and lies. Closely, it will tell you how much I officially miss. Someone like you was in my wish list.
In my dreams there is you and me. Day after day it’s still you that I see. If that sweet dreams will turn into reality, I want you to know that my love will last till’ eternity.
I will not love you, I will not give a ****. I will not miss you, but, all I do is think of you.